No actually, I’m not….
But many many years ago, I was. I was 16 years old and at the end of the best summer of my life. My dream had come true – my parents had enabled me to join a youth trip to Israel and I knew the minute I landed, that I was whole and I’d found home.
As the weeks in Israel passed too quickly, I knew I was going to have to leave and I agonized over it. I knew, as only a 16 year old can know, that I would never be whole again.
Somewhere during that summer, I heard the song, “Leaving on a Jet Plane,” and while it was clearly intended as a song between a man and a woman, for me it was a song between Israel and me.
I thought of the song a few weeks ago when I was on the plane to Europe and smiled because this time I knew when I’d be back, this time, Israel was home.
I’m sitting in my dining room trying to catch up on work and the song came on the online radio station – I’m using ear phones to drown out the sound of an African Gray Parrot that’s driving me crazy…oh but how I cried whenever I heard this song…and oh how I smile now…
Lyrics and music:From Peter, Paul and Mary, Leaving on a Jet Plane
All my bags are packed,
I’m ready to go
I’m standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin’, it’s early morn
The taxi’s waiting,
he’s blowin’ his horn
Already I’m so lonesome I could cry
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go
(Oh baby, don’t let me go)
I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
I don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There’s so many times I’ve let you down
So many times I’ve played around
I tell you now, they don’t mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back, I’ll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go
(Oh baby, don’t let me go)
I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
I don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I’ll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won’t have to leave alone
About the times, I won’t have to say
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go
(Oh baby, don’t let me go)
I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
I don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Oh, Paula, I get that. I like to say that I ended up making aliya because it just got harder and harder to leave.
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Hi Paula,thought you might enjoy this rap song by Ari Lesser: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AOnACIWAsM
So true, and definitely worth a laugh.
Take care,
Avital
I can identify with your feelings 100%, and remember exactly how I felt in 1978 when the taxi took me from my kibbutz to the airport. I was devastated that circumstances forced me to leave Israel…and now that I have returned to visit 8 times, each time is just as painful when I have to leave…. Jan